Out of sight is not out of mind. Not in the case of you and me anyway.
I think about you literally every day. I knew that I should reach out, but I just couldn’t.
I want you to know that I’m ok and my absence has nothing to do with you. It’s all about me.
I’m not being cliche. As much as I love and adore you, I had to give myself quality time.
I’m graduating in May, applying for another program that starts in August, trying to study for the LSAT (not going good), and applying for some faculty jobs.
My first draft was a bit rough, but I learned quite a bit about myself and my motivations to teach. Worthwhile exercise.
Everybody wants an essay these days. They want to know my teaching philosophies or my career objectives. They keep asking why and how. (Shit! I don’t know, but I kinda figured it out)
Sometimes, many times, I think I can juggle it all. It takes me time to grasp the reality that I must put my sanity at the center of my priorities in order to even hear my true intentions for myself.
I stopped smoking (again) and let go of meat. I didn’t like either one very much anyway. Both smell bad and make my head hurt.
I listened to an audiobook on learning to sit in silence. I read two books on healing the body and brain. I joined a support group as an emotional outlet and a crocheting class to develop a fun new coping skills.
Image: I’m making a Cali-King blanket for our bed. I’ve learned that I really dig crocheting❤️
I miss you, but I have to focus on me. I have to be quiet in my spirit. Stay committed in my focus.
I am not good at commitment. I told you that in the beginning. So all my energy is spent staying the course.
Anywho…..I’ve gone on a bit long. But I had to tell you that I’m not gone. I am just off building myself. Learning and living my philosophies.
Me & Mr. 247😍❤️
My contribution to the DP Prompt: Grasp
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